Wednesday, November 30, 2005

In Drear-nighted December (Keats)

In drear-nighted December,
Too happy, happy tree,
Thy branches ne'er remember
Their green felicity:
The north cannot undo them
With a sleety whistle through them;
Nor frozen thawings glue them
From budding at the prime.

In drear-nighted December,
Too happy, happy brook,
Thy bubblings ne'er remember
Apollo's summer look;
But with a sweet forgetting,
They stay their crystal fretting,
Never, never petting
About the frozen time.

Ah! would 'twere so with many
A gentle girl and boy!
But were there ever any
Writhed not at passed joy?
The feel of not to feel it,
When there is none to heal it
Nor numbed sense to steel it,
Was never said in rhyme.

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Laughter


Perhaps I know best why it is man alone who laughs; he alone suffers so deeply that he had to invent laughter.
- Nietzsche

Laughter or tears, both derive from God.
- Sophocles


And the self-same well from which your laughter rises was often-times filled with your tears.
-Kahlil Gibran

Laughter: An Essay on the Meaning of the Comic Henri Bergson

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

In the future...



.....Beware of idle minds

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

2005- The Year of Russian Literature (or so Ive deemed it).

Modern Russian Literature from Chekov to the Present (Prof. Bershtein-Reed College)
Russian Literature (Columbia Electronic Encyclopedia article)
Russian Literature : 19th Century (from WaytoRussian.net)

I have decided to read a majority of Russian works in the coming year.

Works read so far:

A History of Russian Literature-From Its Beginnings to 1900- D.S. Mirsky (in progress)

Master and Margarita-Bulgakov

Dead Souls- Gogol ( I could not for the life of me finish this. It depresses me that I cannot seem to see the 'genius' in this work - I will try again before the year is through)

A Hero of Our Time- Lermontov

Oblomov- Goncharov (in progress)

Monday, February 28, 2005

For inspiration


John Orr




Markus Pfeffer

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Ok so I shall add bit and piece to my comments on M&M:

Lale had previously mentioned:
Last night as I was reading M&M, I was very surprised to see that the existence of Jesus was in debate.

I had come across an article on Bulgakov that discusses the historical sources on Christianity referenced in Bulgakov's notebooks for M&M. We find the usual suspects, Renan & Farrar- but also Arthur Drew's The Christ Myth- the theme of which is simple: Jesus was a mythical character who never existed - and the materials that make up the gospels are simply an amalgamation of various pre "Christian" religions. (Which still begs the distinction between Truth and fact- many lanterns but one light).

The article is rather illuminating - especially in suggesting that in order to understand Woland's character- one cannot rely solely on Christian ideas about Good and Evil, God and Satan. Instead, Bulgakov used characteristics from various pre-christian religions (relying on Drews) to compose his character.

To give a brief but illuminating example:
""Mithras was the suffering Redeemer and mediator between God and the world, while Saoshyant, on the other hand, was the judge of the world who would appear at the end of all time and obtain the victory over Ariman"-the name, significantly, of one of the Master's literary persecutors in the novel"


The article if anyone is interested:

'The Mythic Bulgakov: The Master and Margarita and Arthur Drews's The Christ Myth appeared in Slavic and Eastern European Journal, 1999, Vol. 43, No. 2 pp. 347-360

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Yawn, more 'why its smart to be an atheist' - this time from Natalie Angier. (Last time I commented on an Op-Ed piece by Daniel Dennett). In this piece, the bothersome rhetorical gymnastics is this: equivocating atheism with the scientific method. This surely is not due to ignorance of the terms in question- but perhaps something more personal. While Ms. Angier can define each as she pleases, one can be her "atheist" simply by being an adherent of the scientific method:
"And so, to me, atheism means what it says – without god or gods, living your life without recourse to a large chiaroscuro of a supreme being to credit or to explain or to excuse."
Why does this matter? I can adhere to this mantra and still believe in some higher deity. There are important distinctions between primary and secondary causes, and religion and god. Nor do I think these distinctions are lost on the author.

I have no answers, god, no god, I have no insights, no visions, no stories to tell. However, the arrogance in most atheists positions (and the ignorance in others) makes me just as skeptical as when I hear a fundamentalist spew fire and brimstone.

In metro areas (I was raised in NYC and spent time in Baltimore and Detroit), the majority of atheist positions are based on the same lack of cognition as was (is) the belief in a personal god. The stereotypical image of a academic is liberal and godless. Volvos and god rarely go together. Being godless does not predict intelligence (even if, as Dennett suggests 60% of American scientists do not believe in god).

More importantly, even if there was some importance to this anecdote, what does it signify about the truth? Centuries ago, you find the brightest people of the time attempting to synthesize what we know about reality into a theistic framework. In today's world, the dominant paradigm is to reduce events to their material causes. Objectively then, intelligence does not predict belief (or vice versa).

"Ah but we have the technology to know better now", you say. Perhaps, but who is to say that we will not invent a "deitameter" in the coming centuries? Highly improbable? perhaps.. improbable? no. Especially if one is not constrained by the conventional notions of a personal god who is interested in the secondary and tertiary causes of everyday life.

As mentioned in her article, one would do well to remember Einstein's words in reference to being called a "professional atheist"....

“I prefer an attitude of humility corresponding to the weakness of our intellectual understanding of nature and of our own being.”
Better to raise children with a true sense of humility based upon acknowledgement of what we do not know, (and perhaps cannot know) . Always allowing for Negative Capability (yes I refer to it again)... that capacity "of being in uncertainties, Mysteries, doubts, without any irritable reaching after fact & reason" (Keats) while striving to work at knowing what we can know.

Friday, January 21, 2005

I dont want to fight today
I surrender
I'll put my toys away......

Monday, January 17, 2005

Classical Music to Check Out:

Sarasate

Carmen Fantasy

Shaham/Berlin Phil./Abbado

DG

Borodin Prince Igor: Polovtsian Dances

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

CS Lewis's The Great Divorce (doc/ html). Not a particularly interesting work from Lewis in terms of fictional narrative. I generally agree with the review here (I still desperately need to watch Shadowlands). However, while the story is sparse, the ideas are rather plentiful. I will have to read Blake's The Marriage of Heaven and Hell (as you recognize, the relationship between Blake's and Lewis's titles). In short..the

I would like to read more about the ideas of purgatory:

Tertullian and Purgatory
A Review of The Birth of Purgatory- Le Groff

Further, a vertical reading of The Great Divorce leads to:

George MacDonald, Phantaste's (George MacDonald)
Anodos(Greek anodos, a way up : ana-, ana- + hodos, way.) - protagonist in MacDonald's Phantastes

William Cowper's Compleat Poetical Works

Refrigerium
it seemed to first refer not to a place, but a state (i.e. refrigeria)

Tertullian's references to Refrigerium

a place of refreshment, implications of waiting.. a place of


Also a funeral meal as in:

Every year on the "dies natalis", which for Christians is the day of death, the Christian community would gather at the tomb of the martyr or in a more spacious place nearby, for a joyful celebration of the "Refrigerium" or funeral meal with readings, prayers, - the Eucharist in spontaneous forms typical of the Roman Liturgy in early times. These assemblies form that spirit of which later Saint Augustine will say: «Ideo quippe ad ipsam mensam (...) eos commemorarmus (...) ut eorum vestigiis adhaereamus» (In Ioan tract. 84,1)
(from Devotion to Martyr's in the Roman Liturgy)



Emporor Trajan
(more) Trajan

Coriolanus

Swedenborgs

Swedenborgs and C.S. Lewis

Move later:
http://www.english.ucsb.edu/faculty/oconnell/ntlinks.html